Anything kept hidden in the dark continues to grow and gain power and control over us. When we bring these things out into the light they lose that power and can't control us as easily or as effectively. I was free and at total peace when Jesus saved me. I've had to learn some of the hardest lessons of my life since Jesus came into it, but I did it and I'm still in one peice with my sanity intact and I managed to get a lot of emotional healing and spiritual maturity in the process not to mention a lot of incredible insight into my own toxic behavior as well as a whole lot of understanding. But this addiction has proven be the hardest thing for me to walk away from since my relapse with pain medication in 2016, but it doesn't matter, it has got to go and I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I want back what God gave me in the beginning before it all got ripped away. I lost years of happiness I could have spent with my children when they were still little and now my Grandmother is gone and the last years of her life that I could have spent at peace with her are gone forever. I can never get that time back. My children won't be children much longer. Satan managed to steal even more from me even after God gave me peace and freedom and my life actually began. I had hope for a real future. If only I had known what I know now, but I couldn't have. I had to learn through my mistakes so I could truly change. But... it's not too late. My life is not over. I still have my children. I still have my life. I still have a chance. A much better one now in fact. Please pray for me, I want back what was stolen from me. I will overcome this in Jesus name and I will do what God called me to do. And I'll have that happiness with my children and lead them to Christ in Jesus name. That's all I want for myself. I finally grew up. Everything was not lost. The things I gained can never be taken away. God bless you guys.
If I Could Have Just One Thing For Me In This Life It Would Be Irrevocable Freedom From Addiction
Anything kept hidden in the dark continues to grow and gain power and control over us. When we bring these things out into the light they lose that power and can't control us as easily or as effectively. I was free and at total peace when Jesus saved me. I've had to learn some of the hardest lessons of my life since Jesus came into it, but I did it and I'm still in one peice with my sanity intact and I managed to get a lot of emotional healing and spiritual maturity in the process not to mention a lot of incredible insight into my own toxic behavior as well as a whole lot of understanding. But this addiction has proven be the hardest thing for me to walk away from since my relapse with pain medication in 2016, but it doesn't matter, it has got to go and I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I want back what God gave me in the beginning before it all got ripped away. I lost years of happiness I could have spent with my children when they were still little and now my Grandmother is gone and the last years of her life that I could have spent at peace with her are gone forever. I can never get that time back. My children won't be children much longer. Satan managed to steal even more from me even after God gave me peace and freedom and my life actually began. I had hope for a real future. If only I had known what I know now, but I couldn't have. I had to learn through my mistakes so I could truly change. But... it's not too late. My life is not over. I still have my children. I still have my life. I still have a chance. A much better one now in fact. Please pray for me, I want back what was stolen from me. I will overcome this in Jesus name and I will do what God called me to do. And I'll have that happiness with my children and lead them to Christ in Jesus name. That's all I want for myself. I finally grew up. Everything was not lost. The things I gained can never be taken away. God bless you guys.
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